and the time has come for me to join the ranks of private users
Jan. 1st, 2015 | 11:35 pm
location: on the bed
mood: 
cranky
music: Jump by Glee Cast
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The Cat and the Squirrel
Jul. 30th, 2009 | 07:53 pm
location: on the bed
mood: 
thoughtful
music: Walking on Snow by Jordin Sparks
Title: The Cat and the Squirrel
Author's Name:
thebigdisaster Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None.
Disclaimer: Don’t own anything.
Beta's name:
inadaze22 and floorcoaster Author's Note: Not really much to say. I worked hard and I hope everyone likes it. OH and I don't own anything.
( The Cat and the Squirrel )
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here's to you alexis
May. 19th, 2009 | 12:29 pm
location: on the couch
mood: 
confused
music: Breathe Today by Flyleaf
inadaze22 (with help and suggestions from her on the fanmix). I suggest you read the fanfiction before looking at this or look at this and read the fanfiction...either way just read the story. Art made by the lovely and talented pols_icon .
( Every Tear Falls Down For a Reason ).
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A Poem for a Friend
Feb. 18th, 2009 | 06:43 pm
location: in the living room
mood: 
contemplative
music: A Decade Under the Influence by Taking Back Sunday
What Do You Say
What do you say in times like this
When the words are stolen from your lips
When you're left shaking, helpless, and shocked
There's no explanation, your world is rocked
You feel just like screaming, but your voice can't be found
The world's tilted on it's axis and you can't find the ground
What do you say in times like this
When you'd give anything for this not to exist
When it'd be so much better if time would stop
So you don't have to deal with what fate has brought
You feel so empty, so confused
The world's falling and the wind's knocked out of you
What do you say in times like this
When anything and everything doesn't make sense
When you're hanging on by a thread, fading away
Seems there's no tomorrow, you're stuck in today
You feel a bit broken, battle worn, and scarred
You feel like the world's just falling apart
What do you say in times like this
When it's all gone amiss
You can't make it better, you jus can't forget
A moment so quick made it all turn to shit
So you sit by the phone and you wait for a call
Cause in times like this you say nothing at all
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What Jenny Deserves 3/3
Dec. 28th, 2008 | 08:12 pm
location: at the US's house
mood: confused
music: The Dark I Know Well from Spring Awakening
Title: What Jenny Deserves
Character/pairing: Jenny
Rating: G
Author's notes/warnings: Part three of three.
Glancing over at the mistletoe she winced again. Nate and Vanessa certainly didn't seem to have any problems flaunting their relationship. Jenny sighed. She shouldn't have come. Eric had invited her and she was supposed to be meeting his new boyfriend, but she didn't sign up for this. She didn't sign up to have her heart squeezed out of her chest. She didn't sign up for coming in second to Vanessa. She didn't want this! She deserved better. And she would keep telling herself that even if she deserved every second of it. Cause she did and she knew it.
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What Vanessa Wants 2/3
Dec. 28th, 2008 | 08:10 pm
location: at the US's house
mood: 
enraged
music: Touch Me from Spring Awakening
Title: What Vanessa Wants
Character/pairing: Vanessa
Rating: G
Author's notes/warnings: Part two of three.
Vanessa sees Jenny staring at them and she's sorry. She didn't want it to turn out this way. Come to think of it she didn't even see this coming. She never thought she would be the one at an Upper East Side party kissing Nate under the mistletoe. She assumed that Nate would choose Jenny after that stunt she'd pulled. It wasn't like this wasn't what she wanted. Nate was everything and more, but sometimes she wished she had a girl to talk to about it all. She hadn't talked to Jenny in weeks. She wanted her best friend back.
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What Nate Knows 1/3
Dec. 28th, 2008 | 08:00 pm
location: at the US's house
mood: cranky
music: The Bitch of Living from Spring Awakening
Title: What Nate Knows
Character/pairing: Nate
Rating: G
Author's notes/warnings: Part one of three.
Nate was not oblivious. He could clearly see that Jenny Humphrey was watching him and Vanessa kiss under the mistletoe. It wasn’t like it was the first time either. She'd been doing this ever since he'd walked in the door. Vanessa had noticed this as well. He huffed and rolled his eyes. He wasn't going to punish his girlfriend because Jenny couldn't handle it. That wasn't right. Nate knows right from wrong. Nate knows this is bordering on cruel. He knows that Vanessa is hurting. But most of all Nate knows that he's not sorry for any of it.
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Wonderful and Amusing
Dec. 21st, 2008 | 04:09 pm
location: talking to the US
mood: 
complacent
music: Get Back by Demi Lovato
Title: Wonderful and Amusing
Challenge: Mistletoe
Character/pairing: Chuck
Rating: G
Author's notes/warnings: Companion piece to 'Stupid Mistletoe'
Chuck would have to add mistletoe to his list of things that he loved at Christmas. Getting randomly kissed by beautiful women was definitely a wonderful thing. He also supposed that it didn't hurt that Blair was getting jealous. Pushing her buttons was one of his favorite pastimes and had been for quite some time. Every time that look crossed her face he inwardly cheered. That look meant he had gotten to her. He smirked as he watched her chat up the guy at the bar. It was amusing that she would try to get that same look from him.
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Stupid Mistletoe
Dec. 21st, 2008 | 04:06 pm
location: listening to itunes
mood: 
awake
music: Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park
Title: Stupid Mistletoe
Challenge: Mistletoe
Character/pairing: Blair
Rating: G
Author's notes/warnings: None
Blair hated the mistletoe. If it wasn't for that stupid plant Chuck would not be kissing that stupid woman that had trapped him under it. If Blair was honest with herself she knew that Chuck was enjoying every second of it. He was Chuck effing Bass. Chuck loved the attention he got from women. He rejoiced in it. Blair knew that him being in love with her didn't change that. She would manage to look unaffected and chat up that lovely boy by the bar. That was exactly what she would do. It wouldn't do for her to look jealous.
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Chuck Doesn't
Dec. 18th, 2008 | 07:57 am
location: in my bed
mood: 
geeky
music: Womanizer by Britney Spears
Name: Chuck Doesn't
Rating: G
Character: Chuck
Notes: Happens directly after O Brother Where Bart Thou and posted in
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gossip_girl100 Chuck stares out the window of his hotel room. It's raining in Bulgaria. He doesn't know how long he's been here or why Blair has honored his wishes this time. He doesn't know when he's going home or if he's ever going to want to. His father wasn't always the best to him, but he was his father. Now that he's dead, Chuck doesn't know if he wants to be somewhere where everyone will look at him in pity. Chuck doesn't do pity. He doesn't do hard. Come to think of it, he doesn't do much of anything these days.